Control me, Control you

Tell me, my sweetheart, in this love game we’re playing, if given the chance to choose, what would you prefer: controlling me or letting me control you?

Think about it: I’d be what you want me to be. I’d know when to smile flirtatiously or laugh childishly. I’d sense when you want me shy or when you need me red-blooded. I’d taunt you, tease you, please you, caress you, succumb to you, when you want it, how you want it. I’d play gently with your freckles until the break of dawn or I’d hurt my fingertips on the piano keys playing a passionate never-ending love song. It would be your call and I’d always be there for you. Only for you.

Or, you could let me use you, confuse you and abuse you. You’d paint my summer sky with water lilies just because I’ve always had this dream. You’d invent new words and new gestures only because I want you to love me differently. You’d stay wide awake every night only because I want you to write me long poems about the way I breathe in my sleep. You’d seduce me with your lingering eyes or you’d break my bones in a volcanic embrace. It would be my call and you’d always be there for me. Only for me.

If given this chance to choose, I’d definitely prefer to let you control me. You know why? Because I’m hanging on your love and I need to be sure that you truly love me. So yes, I would give myself to you completely. I’d be small, I’d be humble, I’d dance on your music, I’d walk on your shoes, I’d see the world in your eyes, I’d feed on your dreams, I’d fall in love with your demons, I’d even let you crush my heart under your feet if this is your wish.

Tell me, dearest, wouldn’t you love me more if you saw me sacrificing my freedom, my will, my soul, only to know the real you, risking everything only to hear you whisper a genuine word of endearment, only to feel a pure and uncontrolled love emotion in your eyes?

And tell me, love, if I’d make you love me more by giving myself to you, who’d be in control and who’d be the controlled one then?

~ Inspired by the movie "Gamer" ~