The real question

Where do you go when you have failed each and every one around you?
Where do you go when you have failed yourself like no one else has ever failed you before?
How can you hide this shame?
How can you bear this blame?
How can you expel yourself from your skin?
How can you be somebody else? Somebody stronger. Somebody sunnier. Somebody lighter.

I think the question is not: "To be or not to be?"
I don't think we have the power to choose in this matter.

The real question is: "How can you be when you no longer want to be?"
or
"Who can you be when you no longer want to be yourself?"